Self- Love and a New Life.
Time for a little Big Girl confession:
So I got baptized in the name of Jesus Christ today<3.
I went to the area to change and immediately realized there was NO privacy. Now, I have been talking plus size fashion, and about growing my self confidence and love for my body for a while now. Don’t get me wrong I love my body!! It’s BIG and AWESOME! Perky breasts, hour glass shape. I have this really broad strong back that’s all tattooed up and it’s my favorite part of myself!!
(a pic of my first tattoo on my back)
BUT…
I for real almost left and went to change in the bathroom when I saw all those lovely women in there Easter best getting naked.
HOW could I change in front of them?!?!
As soon as I was getting ready to walk out of the changing area I saw her. She was about 65 years old, an ADORABLE lady probably a size 18/20. She just whisked in the room and began to take off her skirt like it was natural.
She was lovely as well. That was the best part! She had stretch marks, cellulite, wrinkles, EVERYTHING but she was still beautiful, shapely. Then she did a little excited shuffle like a little girl getting ready to be dunked for Jesus. I couldn’t help but laugh.
Then I looked around me. All these women around me NOT caring what they looked like, all of them with flaws.
So I got naked. I got changed and I got dunked. I came out of that water happier than I have been in a while! My body is SO flawed but it’s incredibly beautiful as well.
